• Growing up she heard about the end times
    But they never felt so close
    If showing love could make you a criminal
    And wearing your own clothes

    She got up, went to school
    As if it wasn’t burning down
    She looked at her friend, said with a smirk
    I guess we’re illegal now

    What was it about her heart that scared those men so much

    Queer kid, where you gonna live now
    Good kid, always getting kicked out
    Of every place you’re not safe
    To be just who you are

    Coming up she knew about the balance
    That it was hard to get it right
    A kind defense or a patient fist
    And safety in the fight

    But overnight the whole world was changing
    Just like a tape stuck in reverse
    But if you have a good heart and a little mascara
    You can push back on the curse

    So with her girlfriend on her arm she marched into the light

    Queer kid, where you gonna live now
    Good kid, always getting kicked out
    Of every place you’re not safe
    To be just who you are
    Brave kid, only you define you
    But hey kid, we’re right behind you
    So make your way, say your name
    And show em who you are

    Even the President’s treating you like a bad step-dad
    Thinking everything that makes you different makes him look bad
    And maybe there's a law, squeeze you so tight
    Make you hate your body, give up the fight and just die
    Why don't they call it what it is
    Wholesale gendercide aimed right at the kids
    While their own holy book says love your enemies
    And all the little children, let em come unto me
    Meanwhile they’re so busy changing all the rules
    Building up the kingdom using all the devil’s tools
    They forgot the way history’ll show just what they did
    By then there’ll be green grass growing on the grave of that queer kid

    Queer kid, where you gonna live now
    Good kid, always getting kicked out
    Of every place you’re not safe
    To be just who you are
    Brave kid, only you define you
    So hey kid, we’re right behind you
    So make your way, say your name
    And show em who you are

    Hey kid, where you gonna live now
    Good kid, always getting kicked out
    Of every place you’re not safe
    To be just who you are
    Queer kid, don’t you turn the shine
    down
    Good kid, always getting kicked out
    So make your way, say your name
    And show em who you are

  • Going out’s like a war zone 
    I hope everybody comes home
    You never know which neighbor’s gonna turn on you
    You can’t judge em by a flag ‘cause if you do

    Oh, it’s the pot and the kettle black
    What’s the difference when the attack is at your door
    And your body is your one defense 
    You gotta draw away the fire from your friends 

    And it’s just so easy to see
    When you look at me
    Oh, I can read that energy
    And your secret’s written on your face
    And all it takes is a little bit of nail polish 

    So I’m a worst-case futurist
    Whether language or with a fist
    I always say the best threats self-identify
    When you know a trick that always draws the eye

    And, it’s just so easy to see
    When you look at me
    Oh, I can read that energy
    And your secret’s written on your face
    And all it takes is a little bit of nail polish 

    And like a prize fight
    You try and win it in the ring, oh
    You could wind up dead
    ‘Cause any ally or decent father knows
    You know you gotta plan ahead
    And be brave and pick a shade
    And always be the first one through the door   

    Oh, it’s just so easy to see
    When you look at me
    Oh, I can read that energy
    (Your secret’s out)
    Oh, it’s just so easy to see
    When you look at me
    Oh, I can read that energy
    (You’re not safe, now)
    Oh, it’s just so easy to see
    When you look at me
    Oh, I can feel that energy
    And your secret’s written on your face
    And all it takes is a little bit of nail polish

  • It does not require bravery
    To face the world as I am
    Between assumption and reality
    I’m an ordinary man

    But, I see you weighing life and death
    Every day in your skin
    You’re just fighting for integrity
    The outside matching what’s within

    And I’m with you in the fight
    But my heart can’t bear to count the costs

    For you to stay safe out in the open
    I want you free but I need you alive
    You gotta stay safe wherever you’re going
    If I just can’t be by your side

    As you dance upon the razor wire
    Still beautiful by any name
    Oh, don’t be fearful of that dizzy height
    But watch your footing just the same

    ‘Cause in your body politic
    Just breathing in and out is like an act of war

    So please stay safe out in the open
    I want you free but I need you alive
    You gotta stay safe wherever you’re going
    If I just can’t be by your side

    I could never love you more than this
    Whether a daughter or a son
    ‘Cause you’re ten times the man I’ll ever be
    As the woman you’ve become

    But could you stay safe out in the open
    I want you free but I need you alive
    You gotta stay safe wherever you’re going
    If I just can’t be by your side

  • I could not have imagined I could wake up with the sun
    These days I’m taking coffee orders
    Long before my friends on the east side are waking up

    Even 18 months ago the colors all were gray
    Warring with my family and all the words I had 
    To try and say who I was

    I had to cut my way free
    And thank god a friend knew just what to say to me

    I was there too, it won’t be this way forever

    Some wounds are emotional, you don’t have to cover up 
    But sometimes scars are as literal as ransom notes 
    And they always show up and down your arms

    ‘Cause there’s a cost that must be paid
    To tear down these walls you built just to keep you safe

    And I was there too, it won’t be this way forever
    Forever

    The conditions of love
    In the calligraphy of pain
    You had to write it all down
    So you’d never be the same

    You may not have noticed me
    Oh, we all look the same
    When you’re feeling the weight of the world
    Barely thirteen and fighting for your life everyday 

    But when you paid for your coffee
    Oh, your shirt sleeve got pushed up
    Probably nobody noticed just before you pulled it down 
    And your cheeks got flushed
    But on your face

    Oh, I saw in you what I knew in me
    And I risked a note tucked in your coffee sleeve

    It said, I was there too, it won’t be this way forever
    Oh, I was there too, it won’t be this way forever
    Forever

  • We made a deal, we don’t apologize for feeling our feelings
    But hammer to knee, it comes as no surprise
    Our feet start kicking
    And fists clinch like ones used to hit back at unsafe lovers
    Haunted by every broken heart

    Baby, I know it scares the shit out of you
    It scares the shit out of me
    After all that we’ve done
    And all that we know 
    The muscle memory
    Asking to be believed
    Just asking to be trusted
    And to trust and believe

    It’s crazy the way one day we agonize over water dripping 
    The next day a flood swallows up our whole lives and we’re skinny-dipping
    Bound up and free, mourning dove song
    A crazy knowing of things true and ever meant to be

    Baby, I know it scares the shit out of you
    It scares the shit out of me
    After all that we’ve done
    And all that we know 
    The muscle memory
    Asking to be believed
    Just asking to be trusted
    And to trust and believe

    Honey, we don’t need the box top if we are the puzzle pieces 
    God knows how perfectly we fit

    But trust me, I know it scares the shit out of you
    It scares the shit out of me, too
    After all that we’ve done
    And all that we know 
    The muscle memory
    Asking to be believed
    Just asking to be trusted
    And to trust and believe

  • If you need a mother
    I will be your mother 
    Translove

    Do you need a father
    You could be a daughter 
    Of translove

    You don’t need a cover
    You’re a worthy lover
    In translove

    Above you, below you
    Before you, behind you
    With you and for you
    Sola translove 

    Could you use a brother
    Do you need another 
    Translove 

    He could be your sister
    We could heal the fissure
    Translove

    You don’t need insurance
    Fear of jurisprudence 
    In translove

    Above you, below you
    Before you, behind you
    In and around you
    Sola translove 

    You don’t need approval
    There is no removal
    From translove

    You don’t need a savior 
    You were born in favor
    In translove

    No need to believe it
    No prayer to receive it
    Translove

  • This world was never meant to hold you
    It does not recognize your face
    It twists and it tries to control you 
    In one and one there is no shade

    So you speak in other tongues 
    March to every drum they’re beating to hide in view
    But sometimes you forget
    And nearly break your neck, the whiplash is killing you
    ‘Cause you don’t feel safe 
    Unless you stay in your place 

    When kisses are turned into weapons
    You’re not safe in your own bed
    The politics of love and self-acceptance
    Too many voices in your head

    Meanwhile some politicians
    Who never even met you tell you you don’t exist 
    Even though unlike the so-called 
    God they say condemns you, well there’s proof of it
    ‘Cause here you are showing up 
    To a life those men could not survive even a day 
    Oh, if they were in your place 

    Now traveling the lines of liberation
    It’s hard to know how far you’ve come
    How scars could be an inspiration
    For everything you could become

    Surviving with a hope
    Thriving with a chosen family surrounding you
    Oh, you may not see it now, but 
    Everyone who’s gone before you is living proof
    Oh, you can be like them
    ‘Cause they’ve all been in your place

    You’re not alone in your place

  • Headlines scream and voices fly like sling and stone
    The hate they wield, a sharpened knife
    It cuts the hope
    They twist the truth, they spread the fear to hide the lie
    When the world feels dark and the path unclear
    You realize
    Child, this may be the time to close your eyes

    Imagination banned for all the books you’ve read
    They misdirect with trigger words
    And bullet breath
    The news reports a broken song of rights denied
    They build their walls around your heart
    In crooked lines
    Child, this may be the time to close your eyes

    The preachers rage, the pundits sneer, a war of words
    They twist religion, make it hate
    They lock the doors
    Their moral high ground planted flags, their martyr’s cries
    They judge and scorn and fail to see
    The rainbow skies
    Child, this may be the time to close your eyes

    But listen softly for the sound, the burning fuse
    Igniting painters, activists
    Prophets bringing news
    Of families, stories, hearts and minds opening wide
    The hopes of all the painted bruises
    Realized

    Of all god’s children’s thriving lives
    May this be the day
    Of husbands, husbands, wives and wives
    May this be the day
    When beauty’s beauty and love is love
    May this be the day
    Thank god you’re safe and you’re enough
    May this be the day

    When all the faceless hear their names
    Let this be the night
    When all the shapeless rest in frames
    Let this be the night
    When all the tears are wiped away
    Let this be the night
    When all true justice falls like rain
    Let this be the night
    Oh child, this may be the time, open up your eyes

    Open up your eyes
    Open up your eyes
    Open up your eyes

  • You are enough

    Your power is as unlimited as your imagination

    You are wise

    You are not alone

    You are becoming, forever becoming, you are always becoming

    Focus on the thing and people that bring you joy

    Show up with your whole self, if you do not you are withholding a gift from the world

    I’m so proud of you

    You are so brave to be authentic in a world that demands conformity 
    And that is your path out of suffering and into joy

    Keep breathing in and out

    You are who you say you are

    The world needs you

    You matter

    Your are an embodiment of possibility

    There is nothing wrong with you

    You’ve done it in the past, you can do it again now

    You are loved
    You are loved
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved 
    You are loved

Produced, recorded & mixed by Derek Webb
Additional vocals by Abbie Parker 
Mastered by TW Walsh

All songs written by Derek Webb, ©2025 Derek Webb Music (ASCAP)
Admin. by Music Services. All rights reserved.

Art Direction by Derek Webb & Emily Tingley (emilytingley.com)
Back cover artwork by Ash Webb

Voices of affirmation: Allan Heinberg, Flamy Grant, Jennifer Knapp, Tiffany Arbuckle, Dr. Roberto Che Espinoza, Ricky Braddy, Chris Hauser, Abbie Parker, Mike Maeshiro, Emily Tingley, and Hunter Kelly

Special thanks to Christie & Davey Bartholdson for the use of their east Nashville rental house, where this album was recorded over 3 days in February, 2025.